Monday, 21 April 2025

The #KayGoesUltra diary: a long overdue update!

Despite my best efforts at the start of the year, it’s been ages since my last blog. To be precise, I’ve ran more than 250 since I last did an update! Here’s the very summarised story of some of the highlights.

So many long, long runs

Obviously, the base of any marathon (and ultra marathon) training is the long runs. But every time I forget a little just how much they become towards the end. When every weekend you know you’re going to be heading out for a few hours, it’s a lot – mentally and physically. From essentially writing off every Sunday because it’s dedicated to running long then recovering from running long, to spending the whole of your Good Friday afternoon trailing along some dicey roads around Lincolnshire, it’s been a real challenge. But I’m getting out there and doing it, and I’d say I’m enjoying it around 90% of the time, which definitely hasn’t been the case in previous marathon training blocks!

Setting new PBs...then breaking them again!

My previous 5km PB had stood since September 2021 and although I vaguely had an idea of maybe trying to beat it at some point later this year, I never expected that to happen one fresh morning at parkrun in March! It was one of those runs where I went out fancying a good one, set off at a quick pace then just clung on for dear life until the end. It was bloody hard, but as the miles went on I knew I was on track for a parkrun PB so I pushed at hard as I could. Coming in at 25:46 felt like such a huge achievement and I was so proud of myself for clinging on!

It didn’t end there though.

Just a couple of weeks after, on a very unremarkable Thursday evening by the Trent, I ran a 5km in less than 25 minutes!

We always start the month with a time trial as part of our DOdaily coaching sessions, and on this particular one I wasn’t too sure what to expect. I was tired after a busy working week, but with legs that weren’t carrying quite the mileage they’ve been used to because I’d skipped a long-run that weekend (after having a few too many wines on the Saturday…whoops)!

I set out determined to just try my best and see what happened. When the first mile slid by in just over eight minutes without too much drama, my tactic became to hold on for as long as I could. One mile at that pace turned into two, then breaking that PB I’d set only a few weeks before looked like a real possibility. I think trying to do the maths and work out whether a sub 25 could be on the cards actually did wonders in helping to take my mind off the running, too!

By the time I was reaching the end, I knew it was achievable, but that I’d need to get my head down. I powered on as hard as I could, and the final stretch of the run seemed longer than ever as I willed the distance on my watch to tick over before it hit 25 minutes.

And it did! I managed to sneak in at 24:56 – I was so bloody over the moon with myself!

Until the last few months, getting that time was never really on the cards. Then when it started to look like it might be something I was capable of, I certainly didn’t think I’d manage it quite so soon. Now I’d like to re-create it at Parkrun, because it just seems a bit more official when it’s measured on more than just my watch!

Ashby 20 take two!

Having taken part in this event last year, I knew exactly what to expect. 20 miles over two laps, taking in loads of rolling countryside hills. It’s one of those routes with hardly any flat, you’re either going up or down the whole time.

In February, I’d done my five minutes for every day challenge which was an excellent crash-course in building up my mileage quickly. But because of the massive mileage, I didn’t put any pressure on myself to seek out hilly routes – it was purely about getting every run ticked off un-injured.

So at the start of March, I knew that had to change, and over the next three weeks I made a point of tackling some of Nottingham’s longest, steeped climbs to help prepare. Woodborough Road, Porchester Road and Private Drive among others ticked off which meant I got to the start line on the overcast morning of Ashby feeling quite excited to see how it panned out.

Last year I completed the course in three hours and 47 minutes, this time I wanted to do it quicker. My gold, stretch target was to get round in three and a half hours – but I knew that would be a tall order. My plan was to set out at 10:30 minutes a mile and try not to fade off to much towards the end, and to run all the way instead of having any walking breaks.

The start of the route is a gentle downhill through the village and out into the countryside, there’s excellent support from locals and the buzz from the start of the event. Combine these factors together and it would be really easy to get swept up and go to quick, something I was determined not to do.

My first mile ticked by in around 10:10, quicker than the plan but it felt perfectly comfortable, so I didn’t worry too much. Then the next few miles were all about the same – I’d settled really nicely into a decent pace. And importantly, I was really enjoying it!

As the course wore on, I started to remember bits from last year’s effort. Yes, it was undulating and by no means easy. But taken on their own merits, each incline was perfectly manageable, especially with the support of the lovely, enthusiastic volunteers spread around the route. By the time I started the second lap I felt confident enough in myself to push the pace slightly, and once I’d crossed the 15 mile point, I knew I didn’t have too much to lose in putting as much effort as possible in.

We runners love a nice round number, and as the finish line came into view I could see that I was just about going to scrape in under 3:20 – but I didn’t have much time to spare! So, despite being shattered from a tough 20 mile effort I had to summon a strong sprint finish to beat the clock.

As I crossed the line in 3:19:44, I couldn’t hold back the tears! Another massive achievement that a couple of hours ago I’d have said was pretty much impossible. Almost as importantly as the finishing time, I was delighted with the colour of this year’s hoody as it was handed to me, a nice navy blue rather than the salmon pink of last year that I was never massively keen on!

Another milestone on the route to the ultra marked off with a big green tick.

Which brings me to where I’m at now.

Final preparations for the Belfast Marathon

As I write this post, I’m really annoyed at myself for not keeping up with my weekly updates, because I feel like I’ve missed out so much that I wanted to remember as part of this journey. But we are where we are – and that’s less than two weeks away from the marathon.

This weekend saw my last massive mileage run of the training block (for mental health reasons, I’m choosing to ignore that I’ll actually be going higher in the weeks after the marathon!) Des and I dedicated our Good Friday afternoon to getting some miles in, in what turned out to be a really tough 20 mile run. It started lovely, then we had to battle some pretty horrible headwinds along with navigating some tricky roads which perhaps weren’t the most sensible to run on.

Despite really struggling from around the half marathon point, I was determined to push on and get to that 20. I’m pretty sure this is the only time I’ve ever done two 20-milers to prepare for a marathon and I’m also really pleased with how many other long runs I’ve done in general.

So now, with all eyes on Belfast, I’m feeling as strong and confident as I ever have going into a race. I’m excited to see what I can do but determined not to get too much into my own head about it and still enjoy the day if my pace doesn’t quite go to plan. My ultimate goal is to run it in less than 4 and a half hours. It’s actually a target I set myself exactly a year ago – something that as soon as the words had left my mouth I regretted, because it was so far away from seeming achievable.

What will the next two weeks look like?

I’ll be focusing on going into the day feeling my best. Hydration, nutritious meals (with all important carbs as the day approaches!) I’m even going to make time for a bit of self-care and pampering because I know that will help me feel relaxed and good at the same time – plus the basic bitch in me needs my nails wrapped around the medal on race day to be manicured, and I don’t want my unruly roots showing through on any close-up selfies either!

Of course, it’s all part of a bigger plan and the ultra isn’t too far away now either. It’s around nine weeks – so nine more weekly updates because if I can find the determination to run as much as I have, I can definitely find an hour a week to write about it!

 

Monday, 10 March 2025

The #KayGoesUltra Diary: Weeks nine and 10

It's been a while since I've posted again, and this one is a bit of a tale of two halves. 

The first week was dominated by finishing off my five additional minutes each day in February challenge. I ended up with my highest mileage month ever (by quite some way) and really pushed myself more than I ever have before.

Finishing that challenge, or more specifically the runs I did in the final stages, really changed my mindset to running. Something strange happens when you know you're committed to it. When I took away the choice to say no, or the decision of how far to go, I just went out there and got on with it each day until it was done.

Don't confuse that with it being easy, it definitely wasn't! And I was absolutely helped with some decent weather conditions considering it was still winter. While cold, there wasn't too much rain and barely any ice, so on a practical level it made it much more simple.

But in terms of the act of lacing up and getting it done, I just went and did it. 

The first week of March has been a bit more tricky. Despite not suffering too much with aches and pains in February, once I drew the mileage down a bit, I've felt absolutely shattered and sore in equal measure. So I didn't feel too much guilt several times last week when I had a few extra snoozes on my alarm instead of getting back to the gym as planned. 

I especially didn't feel guilty because, with the Ashby 20 rapidly approaching, I knew the weekend would need to see a big number on the board. Despite all the miles I clocked up in February, I'm conscious that having 20 miles to do in one go is a tall task. Especially on the undulating two-lap course which makes up that event. 

So feeling somewhat rested and recovered, I set off at 7am on Saturday morning for a long run, with the plan to meet the rest of DOrunning for our monthly parkrun social at 9am. Feeling more nervous about it than I'd liked to have been, I was glad to have a bit of company in my running pal as we set off in the gorgeous spring morning sunshine. 

Luckily, the miles melted away and we'd managed to get 10 in ahead of parkrun. Surprisingly, I felt pretty fresh for the next 5km section and was pleased to tick off a decent time before finally carrying on to complete my target 16 miles alone. 

The last few were a slog, but they were always going to be. Rationing what tiny bit of drink I had left, I took off along the river to make my way home, spurred on by sunshine and soaking in a bit of the pre-match atmosphere by the City Ground.

In good time, I'd duly completed it, my longest run since this time last year, feeling relatively unscathed and fairly comfortable. 

I wish the same could be said for the rest of the weekend... celebrations for the long run, a fabulous Forest win, my friend's birthday and generally associating the sun with a need to drink wine means that this morning's 6am alarm came all too soon!

But I feel like I needed a bit of a weekend like that to mark the end of phase one of my training. Now it's time to move into phase two. 

I'm going to reset and wrangle that motivation I had back at the start of January. Me and alcohol are taking a break, and I'll be getting back to the gym to pick up the strength side of things again. It's light in the mornings now so I've got no excuse not to be up and at 'em...and I proved to myself I can do it with how many early morning runs I did in February when I had no choice. 

Because I don't have a choice! Ashby, Belfast and of course the London Ultra are coming round bloody fast and I'm determined to give each everything I've got, to achieve the ambitious targets I've set myself.

As a wise man I know often says "We go again!" 

Sunday, 23 February 2025

The #KayGoesUltra Diary: Week seven and eight

This week is a bumper update. I never managed to fit in an update from last week, partly because I was out until 9.30pm last Sunday getting my run in, then I've spent too much time running in the evenings since that I just haven't been able to find the time!

February has been dominated by my five minutes per day challenge, I knew it was going to be hard, but I didn't realise quite how much I'd be running more than ever before! Despite the huge mileage and some really difficult mental battles knowing I've got a chunky run to do every day now that I'm really into the crux of it, there's been some lovely runs over the last couple of weeks. 

While week seven started with more of the dull grey runs I was so fed up with in week six, a trip to London gave a much-needed change of scenery and some really fun adventures! First off, we went along to visit the Pub Run Club, it was bloody brilliant!  Although me and Des were both a bit nervous being the newbies at a running group when we're used to leading it, we didn't need to be! A lovely warm welcome met us and we enjoyed their 5km with so much energy, born from a couple of huge back-pack speakers, loads of flashing lights and even a few smoke flares as we ran through the streets of Kingston. 

Finally the sun came out on Friday, and we spent the afternoon exploring Hampton Court Palace and Bushy Park, enjoying each other's company before diving into Wetherspoons for a couple of pints as a reward for our 14km for the 14th February run. 

On Saturday we did a parkrun sandwich, heading back over to Bushy Park to complete the ultimate parkrun pilgrimage, visiting where is all began back in 2004. Breaking the 15km into three five 5km made it seem much more manageable, and I was pleased to pull in a respectable time for the parkrun section in the middle. 

Sunday was more of a challenge! Opting for a lay in after taking full advantage of a day at the football and the Kingston nightlife, then a busy day of travelling, meant we didn't start our run until 7.30pm. And with 16km to do, it was never going to be easy. But we set out together and promised ourselves a pint at the end as a little reward, the thought of that definitely helped to keep us going!

So now into a new week, the cold, dark, miserable runs around Nottingham were well and truly back! The only slight respite for me was that, having ramped up my efforts for the last few days to join Des on his 1km a day challenge, I could drop them back down (a little) and pick up my five minute commitment back up. 

That being said, it wasn't easy! Knowing I was past the mid-point of the challenge in days, but nowhere near in time and mileage was really difficult to get my head around. But I kept chugging on and, in time, Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday evening's runs were all ticked off. 

Opting for a change of tact, I decided to get it in early on Thursday with a run to work. While it was nice to be running in the morning light for a change, this was one of the toughest runs so far in the challenge. Less than 11 hours since I'd finished Wednesday's run, the quick turnaround was really screaming at my in my tired legs and generally fatigued everything. The first half was a real scrape and the first time I started to really doubt whether I'd be able to complete my challenge. 

Thankfully, I must have just been under fuelled, because taking a gel did me the world of good! I put on an upbeat playlist and felt like a new woman in the second half. 

Friday went by without any real dramas, and all of a sudden it was the weekend again. This time, we took a very unusual (for us) decision to give parkrun a miss. Afterall, we had no other plans for the day, so it seemed a bit daft getting up and out first thing when we were both completely shattered from all the massive hard work we'd been putting in.

So a lovely lazy morning followed until eventually, we decided to get out into the unseasonably warm and sunny Saturday afternoon for a long run. Struggling somewhat with his massive undertaking, I was joining Des for his extended version of the challenge, so it was 22km on the plan. 

While it's always lovely to get out for a run together, even listening to all the sports coverage on the radio couldn't take our mind on how hard it was and we both had to really dig deep to get the miles in. Out for exactly three hours, it was a bit of a whopper so no wonder we were shattered and didn't really do much for the rest of the day! 

Finally today, and another fairly simple and successful run catching up with a couple of friends. Firstly heading out on one of our favourite routes, me and Dawn chalked off seven miles, then I topped it up with a 5km with Ali to take it up to a total of 10 for the day...and a massive 67.5 miles for the week! 

This is by far the most I've ever ran in a week, and hitting the 100km in seven days marks is a milestone I'm really proud of! Tomorrow is the start of running for at least two-hours every day and I really don't know how my body's going to take to it, but I know I'll give it everything I've got...time to finish off February!

Weeks seven and eight
🏃‍♀️Runs done: 7
👟Miles ran: 67.5!!!
✅Highlight: Getting some lovely bright daylight runs in
🤔Biggest challenge: the massive mileage with no rest days

🎯Plan for next week: complete the February five minutes challenge!

Sunday, 9 February 2025

The #KaygoesUltra diary: week Six

It can't be an exciting PB week every week, and the last seven days have been categorically dull.

With the exception of a lovely trip to London for some parkrun tourism yesterday, every run has been fairly mundane, making use of routes I do regularly, either in the dark or in grey, drizzly conditions.

So it's been a very average week, but that's absolutely fine. My February challenge is well underway, and over the next couple of weeks it's going to get pretty bloody epic, so a mundane, bog-standard week of running is probably busy what I needed!

Week six
🏃‍♀️Runs done: 7
👟Miles ran: 32.8
✅Highlight: Doing a solid 10 miler on Thursday evening
🤔Biggest challenge: staying motivated in full, dark conditions
🎯Plan for next week: keep going with the Feb 5 mins challenge

Sunday, 2 February 2025

The #KayGoesUltra Diary: week Five

What a week!!! 

We've finally made it though the 87 weeks-long January, Forest had their best Premier League since result the 90s with a 7-0 win....and I broke my 5km PB!!! 

I set out on Saturday morning planning on giving parkrun a good go. I had a good run in the summer of shaving my times down week on week, but haven't seen those numbers for a little while, so I wanted to prove to myself I still had it in me. I wanted to try and get something in the 26 minutes range, and I certainly didn't have any thoughts of breaking my all-time PB of 25:59, which I set way back in October 2021.

Pushing my imposter syndrome into overdrive, I headed further forward towards the start line than I felt comfortable with, conscious of the narrow start on the route. After that there were no particular tactics, I started off quick then just clung on for dear life until it was over! 

I was so bloody pleased with myself when I stopped my watch at the end to find I'd completed it in 25 minutes and 46 seconds. The quickest I've done a parkrun in my life...ever!!! 

Naturally, that's just been a small part of this week's total running. Other highlights have been taking part in the first ever DOrunning end of month pub run and kicking off a new challenge for February, which I'm sure will feature quite a bit in future write ups this month. 

After a very quiet and un-sociable January, things get a bit more exciting over the next few weeks, which means I'm going to have to carefully plan where and when I get my runs done some days. But I'm up for the challenge and looking forward to getting out of Nottingham for some miles!

Week five
🏃‍♀️Runs done: 6
👟Miles ran: 34.99 (wish I'd realised 🙈)
✅Highlight: it's probably no surprise...that PB! 
🤔Biggest challenge: being up and out at 6am one day to get my run in
🎯Target for next week: make sure to get two gym sessions in (didn't manage it this week) 

Sunday, 26 January 2025

The #KayGoesUltra Diary: Week Four

The #KayGoesUltra diary: week four

By some miracle I'm still riding the wave of feeling motivated, positive and strong! 

A rare day working from home on Tuesday meant me, Des and Stanley just about got the last light of the day for a spin around the river. Despite my positivity at the minute, I can't bloody wait to see the back of the dark nights!

Correcting last week's mistake, I made sure I got a 10km on the board by assembling a little squad on Wednesdays DOrunning session. A really lovely run chatting all the way.

Thursday I felt a bit ropey, so I wasn't massively excited for DOdaily coaching, but duly went about it and banked another 4 miles.

Despite Friday's rest, the 6am alarm on Saturday stung a bit. But I had a mission to complete, by 7.30 I was out of the door and on my way to parkrun...on foot. Bestwood is notorious in Nottingham for being a bit of a beast. Enjoying the lovely bright morning and oiled up by my (also very hilly) eight mile warm up, I was ready to tackle what's known as "heart break hill" plus a couple of other sharp inclines on the route. It was my third time at Bestwood and I was chuffed to manage a course PB despite the miles already in my legs. 

Finally, today was the classic long Sunday run. A big part of my plans for training is to double up on big weekend miles, so this was my first go. Broken into two parts, first with the coaching group and afterwards with the DOrunning lot. This was a real scrape, the last few miles took a lot of digging deep and perseverance but there's no way I'm giving up on the first attempt. Another 10 miles done to make 21 in total across the weekend. 

I'm entering the final week of the month feeling as strong as I've ever felt. Really excited to get January ticked off and move on to February!

Week four 
🏃‍♀️Runs done: 5
👟Miles ran: 36.21
✅Highlight: A course PB at parkrun despite a tough warm up route
🤔Biggest challenge: getting out on Thursday when I wasn't feeling 100%
🎯Target for next week: make sure to get two gym sessions in

Sunday, 19 January 2025

The #KayGoesUltra Diary: Week Three

There's not a huge amount to write about this week. It's been almost a carbon copy of last week, just with the mileage upped a bit and a new location for parkrun.

However, showing up for myself for two weeks in a row and completing every planned session isn't to be overlooked or sniffed at. So I'm taking that as a massive win and planning more of the same again for training week four. I did forget last week's 10k target though, whoops!

Oh and I dropped in a half marathon this morning, I suppose that's worth a special mention! 

Week three
🏃‍♀️Runs done: 5
👟Miles ran: 32.3
✅Highlight: Getting half marathon distance on the board
🤔Biggest challenge: the 6am and 7am weekend alarms
🎯Plan for next week: (Remember to) include at least one 10k along with the long weekend runs

Sunday, 12 January 2025

The #KayGoesUltra Diary: Week Two

The #KayGoesUltra Diary: Week Two

After last week's starting in earnest, this week the hard work really began! I'm a big lover of routine and order though, so despite the tough effort it's felt good to get into it properly after all the chaos of the last few weeks.

Monday is generally going to be rest day, but I'm always going to make sure I still get my 10k steps in, so I did a few walks throughout the day to get them in.

Tuesday was double day, making use of the daylight by going for a lunch time run, followed by an hour in the gym in the evening. It's been ages since I did any proper strength and conditioning training and I'm really enjoying that side of things too! The run was decent, despite facing all weathers over four and a half miles...rain, wind, glorious sunshine and even a hail and sleet storm 😱

It wouldn't be Wednesday without our Trent Bridge DOrunning session. This was the first absolutely bloody freezing session of this horrible arctic blast that's hung around all week. Wrapped up against the elements, a run with friends is always lovely ❤️

Thursday's run was definitely character building! Starting out at our DOdaily coaching session at -2°, we were actually given the option to call it quits due to the conditions. Everyone in the group is marathon training though, so we decided to take it very steady to get some miles in. In almost 10 years of running, I don't think I've ever seen the paths getting more frosty by the minute like that before! 

Onto Friday and a rest day from running. No rest for the wicked, though! Up and in the gym for 7am for another session, followed by a gorgeous bright but chilly two mile walk around the country park at lunchtime. 

As Friday wore on, it started to look like Saturday's parkrun was in real jeopardy. Across the city (and country) events were announcing cancellations. Luckily for us, Rushcliffe was good to go for the first of this year's DOrunning team parkrun roadshow. A whopping 850 participants and the brilliant volunteers braved the sub zero temperatures to take part under the bright winter sun. 

Today was the first proper 'long Sunday run' of the training block. Setting out with the rest the DOrunning group then branching off onto my own little adventure, I managed to plod out 10 and a half miles which I'm really pleased with! It wasn't my favourite run ever but I definitely didn't hate it either. The same as last Sunday, I just took my time, stopped and took a few photos and enjoyed a good podcast then playlist. I've never seen Holme Pierrepont flooded and frozen before, it looks like something from a film. 

I know I'm not always going to be as motivated as I feel this week, and ticking off every planned session isn't going to feel quite so straightforward. So for now, I'm making the most of it and pushing myself forward... some would say I'm #justDOingit! 

Week two
🏃‍♀️Runs done: 5
👟Miles ran: 25.74
✅Highlight: Being able to enjoy parkrun
🤔Biggest challenge: being bloody freezing on every single run 
🎯Plan for next week: Include at least one 10k along the long Sunday run

The #KayGoesUltra Diary: Week one

This is going to be the hardest thing I've ever done, so I'm bloody well going to document it!!

This week's been a mixed bag thanks to the awful winter cold everyone seems to be suffering from. After completing the #DOrunning25days challenge on Christmas Day, I ended up taking a whole week off running, which is pretty unheard of these days. Bad weather meant our parkrun plans for New Year's Day were cancelled, so my first run of the year was the DOdaily coaching time trial on the second.

Worried I'd have lost all my fitness, and always a bit cautious about running around the river in the dark, I was nervous! Didn't need to be though, managed a good time (27:16) despite coughing all the way around.

The next run was Saturday, where we headed to Battlestead Croft parkrun in Burton. It was freezing cold, I couldn't feel my feet until the third lap of a fairly unscenic rugby club, but I didn't hate the run as much as I thought I would!

This morning saw the return of our DOrunning Sunday session following the Christmas break. Setting off somewhat gingerly thanks to the slippery paths following some overnight snowfall, by 5km I'd settled in so well that I decided to do another lap. Really pleased to get 6.5 miles under my belt, the first time I've ran more than 5km since November. Just another 27.5 miles to find 😬

Week one
🏃‍♀️Runs done: 3
👟Miles ran: 13.75
✅Highlight: Getting a good time trial result! 
🤔Biggest challenge: three cold and frosty laps at parkrun
🎯Plan for next week: Get the frequency and mileage back up

Monday, 15 January 2024

Re-evaluating doesn't mean failing

 

We’re what feels like 18 weeks in to a 50-week January – when in reality it’s two weeks since I wrote my blog post outlining my exciting, challenging and ambitious goals and targets for the year.

Have I kept on track for them all?

No

Am I any less excited and motivated for the year?

Also no.

Let me explain why.

I could be in a few different headspaces after the first couple of weeks of the year. I’ve spent a bit of time down with a chest infection that I’d been fighting off for weeks for one thing, and for another, it took me just 12 days to change my mind about holding off the alcohol for an extended period.

As a result, it would be really easy, and quite understandable, for me to be beating myself up, full of self-pity and regret. But that mindset really wouldn’t be helpful, for so many reasons.

Instead, I’m focusing on the positives and everything that’s gone well so far.

Running

The chest infection and resulting days of rest really wasn’t ideal. I haven’t been fully well since the start of December with a nasty cough lingering on all over the Christmas period. But it had been manageable – until last weekend. I set about what was supposed to be a long-ish Sunday run and had to abandon it just before one mile in because I really didn’t feel well and thought I was going more harm than good. Despite a trip to the Doctor the next day and his prescription for rest and anti-biotics for the rest of the week, I couldn’t help feel a mixture of worry and also FOMO at not running for the next few days when Des and my friends and fellow marathon trainees stacked up their weekly milage.

By Thursday, feeling loads better I decided I’ve had one last rest day to be on the safe side, then go big on Friday to bank some miles. I set off before 7am and worked my way through 10 miles with an excellent Spotify playlist for company, finishing up in a respectable time and giving myself a well-needed confidence boost and much needed endorphin top-up.

Drinking

Then there’s the drinking side of it – my train of thought on Saturday, and what lead me deciding to enjoy a drink with my friends. We were on the annual DOrunning winter away day, which is always quite a boozy affair, so I knew it was going to be a challenge. Normally, we do parkrun then head to the nearest pub for breakfast and a pint before setting about bar-hopping around London for the rest of the day. This year was no different on the face of it, apart from the fact my breakfast came with a pint of diet coke and for a good chunk of the day I enjoyed soft drinks while Des and some of my friends opted for their alcoholic drinks of choice.

And to be honest, it didn’t bother me as much as I thought it would do. I thought every order would be a battle of wills in my head, but it really felt pretty simple. Then, a good few hours into the day, I started to weigh things up a little bit. On similar days in the past, by this point I’d have been a good five-or-so pints in. But this time, the thought came to me that I could enjoy a couple of drinks at this point without tipping the balance and taking it too far.

So I did just that! I savoured a few pints in the last couple of bars we went to, then got some wine for the train which I enjoyed during the journey without feeling the need to finish the bottle ‘because I’d started it’. Regardless, I still got up on Sunday morning, took Stanny on his morning walk before joining some fellow DOrunners for a nice 10km run, so no real impact on what I’d have done had I not had a drink on Saturday.

Onwards

If working in marketing has taught me anything over the years, it’s that targets and priorities are made to be revisited and tweaked, and I’m going to tweak that big drinking goal I set myself. I’m not seeing it as a failure but I’m just changing the goalposts a bit without letting it impact what I’m ultimately trying to achieve. So instead of not drinking at all, I’ve got a couple of days lined up that I’ll be having a couple of drinks – and enjoying them without guilt!

As for the running, I’m a little bit behind my target, but the hard work I’ve put on the days I have been well enough to do so means that I’ve not got too much work to do in the second half of the month. I should still fairly easily hit the 80 mile mark and be on-track (hopefully even get ahead) for the rest of the year.

It’s all a little bit more topical because I write this today on “Blue Monday”, supposedly the most miserable day of the year. And while I know it’s not so simple for everyone, I find keeping your mindset as positive as possible is one of the best ways to banish those January blues!

A lovely day!

Monday, 1 January 2024

Out with 2023 and in with 2024

Another new year has ticked over, so it's time to reflect on the previous 12 months and think about what I want to make happen during the year ahead.

After a few exciting years in 2021 and 2022, filled with achievements and milestones, 2023 has felt like a bit of an anti-climax I guess. It wasn't a particularly bad year, but there was nothing exceptional about it. That's not to say there weren't some really lovely times, and plenty of stuff has happened that I'm really proud of. But I want more from 2024.

As part of the DOdaily coaching I've taken part in for the last three years, we set targets each month. Without a doubt, my best, most successful months are where I'm clear on what my targets are, they're challenging but achievable, and I check in on my progress regularly to make myself accountable. So I'm applying that method to the whole of 2024 to give myself the best chance for success.

What do I want?

My plans broadly fit into two categories: running and non-running. Some of them aren't completely mutually exclusive, but for the sake of simplicity, we'll stick with those two camps.

So, my running targets: 

1. Sub five hour time at the Brighton Marathon 
2. 1,000 miles in total during the year
3. Sub two hour half marathon
4. Complete five 10km laps at ThunderRun
5. Complete at least 33 parkruns  

Targets one and two are both something I've achieved before, and I felt at my fittest and strongest when I did, so why wouldn't I chase that feeling again?  

I'd desperately love to do a half marathon in less than two hours, and the other targets should all contribute to helping me get there by practicing distance and consistency. The closest I've managed was around 2:04 a couple of years ago. If I put the work in, I think I can make this a reality during the 2024 autumn half marathon season. 

Four and five both build on previous achievements. My most 10kms ran in 24 hours before is three, and this year I want to build on the distance training I'll have done for the Brighton Marathon and work towards doing five laps in total. Finally, I want to beat the record for most parkruns completed in a year, because my weekends are always off to a great start when I get up and do them! 

They're all pretty straight forward on the face of it, but they'll take huge amounts of commitment and hard work to get there. But I feel ready for the challenge and excited to see just how far I can push myself. 

The non-running targets

1. Not to drink alcohol for an indefinite amount of time, starting with the milestone of the Brighton Marathon 
2. Spend more quality time with my family
3. Visit at least five new cities 
4. Hit a career milestone
5. Decorate the downstairs of our house 

OK, yes, they're quite a mixed bag. A lot of them are based on reflections from when I've been at my happiest this year, or stuff I'd like to do to just make life a bit nicer. 

The no-drinking kind of over-arches all of them, and will definitely help me to achieve my running targets too. During 2023, I had a couple of extended breaks from alcohol  a month here, a couple of weeks there, etc. And the resounding outcome was that nothing bad comes from not drinking, and it makes a lot of things much better. My running gets better, my skin looks brighter, my work is better, I save money...I could probably add loads to the list and start to get boring. So based on this, why would I want to drink?! 

Of course, it's nowhere near as simple as that. But more and more, I'm thinking that the perks of giving it up outweigh the thinks I enjoy about having a glass of wine or a pint of cider. And ultimately, I think it's not actually the having a drink part I love, it's the spending time with the people I'm drinking with. I know it's going to be a huge challenge, especially as I can be a bit socially awkward before I've had a couple of drinks, but it's something I really want to do. So I'll be as stubborn and determined as I know I can be, and keep reminding myself of why I'm doing it. 

Target two doesn't take much explanation. I'm fortunate to have a large, close-knit family and I want to make a point of spending more time with everyone rather than attacking Netflix or napping my way through the weekends. It's so easy to take these people for granted, and sitting down to really reflect on what makes me happy has really made me think about how I spend my time, which leads me to the next target! 

Me and Des love a trip away, and some of my favourite times last year were when we went off exploring new places. So I want to do more of the same this year, starting with a trip to Belfast in a few weeks. The not-drinking will put a great spin on this one too. We loved our time in Wales last year during "Dry June" when, instead of heading to the nearest pub, we really explored the place properly! And of course, we'll be packing our trainers where ever we go! 

For the career milestone, I'm not really sure what I want this to look like yet, it's something I need to put a bit more thought into over the next couple of weeks. Could be some kind of qualification, could be moving up the ladder, could be making more money (sorry if that sounds a bit crude, but who can honestly say they don't want to?!). Developing in my career year on year is really important to me, so it's on the list. 

Finally, and perhaps the most straight-forward, decorating our house and finally putting up our wedding photos is something we've been putting off for ages that we need to get ticked off and sorted. So it's on the target list! 

If you've made it this far, thank you. I fully appreciate that for a running blog, this post has done a lot of talking about non-running things. But in my head there's a lot of links and overlaps between what I want to achieve, why I want to do it, and how I'm going to go about it. 

And last-but-not-least, I'm sure I say it every year, but I'm going to make time to write this blog more regularly! 

Thursday, 6 July 2023

You missed out on a ballot place, so now what?

It’s the same every year – whether it’s your first time or your fifteenth. You enter the ballot full of hope, anticipation and maybe a bit of anxiety in April then put it to the back of your mind and get on with your life until results day rolls around.

Then, full of the same mix of emotions, despite saying you’re chilled about it and not going to, you spend all day refreshing your emails until it finally lands in your inbox. The ballot result.

If you’re one of the very, very small minority who receives the coveted ‘yes’ email, congratulations! You’re starting the journey towards what’s going to be one of the most amazing days of your life – I know, I’ve had that day three times now.

For the rest of the pot, it’s the not-surprising-yet-still-disappointing ‘no’ email. When this happens, you’ve got a few options for what to do next.

You might do nothing – if the no email wasn’t actually too disappointing for you, and gave more of a huge flood of relief, then you’ll likely end your marathon journey here without thinking too much more about it. That’s fine, only 1% of the global population have done a marathon after all, so this is probably the most popular option.

But if you’ve got your heart set on doing that 26.2, you need a plan.

First, you need to decide if it’s the London Marathon and only the London Marathon you want to do. If it’s more about achieving the distance, what comes next on the plan is quite a bit easier. There are heaps of fantastic alternatives both in the UK and globally to get your teeth stuck in to. A couple of things I’d put on your list to consider when choosing which alternative to do:

How much will you want crowd support?

If you know you’re the kind of person who thrives on running through spectator-lined streets and will struggle with long, fairly solitary country lanes, then you need to make sure you’re picking one of the bigger, city based events such as Manchester or Brighton, for example.

Is April the best time of year for you?

Now you’re not tied to the third weekend in April, you could have a think about whether you might prefer to train over the summer – and give yourself a few extra months to bank the miles too. Consider any major life events you've got that might hinder your training...I learned the hard way last year that wedding planning and marathon training aren't very easy to run in tandem! 

Do you fancy a bit of running tourism? 

Combining the marathon challenge with a few days in another country is really special. Whether it’s a return visit to get a new view on a favourite holiday destination, or a trip to explore somewhere new completely, there’s hundreds of marathons to choose if you widen your search area

What are the cut off times?

While London is known for its particularly generous cut off times, other marathons aren’t quite so. And I could write a whole separate post on the subject of cut off times, but for now all I’ll say is, you’ll feel enough pressure on the day as it is, without needing the worry of whether you’ll manage to cover the distance in the time allowed, so it’s always worth a quick check before signing up to make sure you’re confident you’ll be able to do it.

If you’re thinking all this sounds great London is the only marathon you want to do, then you’ll need a charity.

Of course there’s championship and Good For Age schemes to get you in, too. But by the time the ballot is announced, these schemes have generally closed for the year. And let’s face it, with all the best will in the world, these methods aren’t easily achievable to the bulk of runner – that’s kind of the point.

A lot of people are put off from going down the charity route because of the fundraising targets required. And while I’m not saying it’s easy, you can do it, if you’re prepared to put a bit of effort it. Plus, if you truly are desperate to do the London Marathon, then you’ve just got to accept it.

I’ve ran the London Marathon for charity three times now, plus a bunch of half marathons and various other challenges. Fundraising requires time and commitment, but it’s so worth it – both for the chance to do some really cool stuff, but also for knowing you’ve made a difference to somebody some where’s life. It’s a nice feeling.

Back to the practicalities, here’s my five top tips for getting a charity place.

1. Don’t just pick one charity

The likelihood is that the charities will all have their own application process, so you won’t be guaranteed a place. I’d recommend drawing up a list of four or five charities you’d like to run for, and think about your reasons why. A quick Google search returns pages of results for charities who’d like you to join their team choose a few who have values similar to yourself – not only will this give you something to talk about honestly in your application form, but it will help to motivate you through the months of fundraising ahead. The first time I did London, I ran for Girlguiding, a charity I’ve been involved with for most of my life, so it was a natural fit.

2. Research smaller charities

While there’s loads of obvious household names you could go for, there’s often much less competition for some of the smaller charities who have places so don’t just go for the big names. Sometimes, the fundraising targets are a bit smaller too. The second and third times I ran London, I did it for Childhood First, a smaller charity based in the south of England. From my experience with London and other events, when you run for a smaller charity you have a much more personal relationship with the fundraising team which is lovely – and you know that every single penny your raise really makes a difference.

3. Spend time on the application

You’re getting ready to commit a good few months of your life to training for the marathon, so be prepared to commit a reasonable amount of time to writing your application. Like when you apply for a job, you should tailor each application to the charity you’re applying to. Talk about why you admire their work, why it’s important to you, and any personal experiences you’ve had with the causes they stand for. Really let your passion stand out, use emotive language and don’t be afraid to be a bit cheesy. Remember, the person or panel reading your application will probably be reading a big pile of them, so you don’t want to be just another “I’ve always wanted to run the London Marathon”… be specific, tell them why you want to run…and why they’re the charity you want to run for.

4. Have a solid fundraising plan

Most applications will ask how you plan to raise the money. Charities pay a significant amount for the places, so they need to be confident you’ll raise enough to make it worthwhile them awarding you a place. I find, the best thing to do here is outline a month-by-month plan of activities you’ll do to keep the donation pot filling. 

It doesn’t have to be all elaborate charity balls and galas every month, it can be as simple as doing a payday pound drive in August, chocolate raffle in September and sponsored sober October. In fact, it’s best to have a mix of smaller scale actions combined with a few bigger events during your fundraising period to really make the most of it. Don’t forget to note how much you’d expect each to raise and make sure that tallies up to the total target!

5. Be prepared to get out of your comfort zone

This ties in everything, and it stands not just for the application, but the whole journey you’re about to embark on. Marathons are hard work, they require commitment and dedication. You’ll be shattered from the training then need to plaster on a smile and work a room selling raffle tickets. Nobody likes asking for money, but you’ll need to get comfortable with it if you’re going to raise a few thousand pounds for your charity.

But it’s so, so worth it.

I wasn’t exaggerating when I said London will be one of the best days of your life. It’s hard to really describe quite the sense of achievement you’ll feel when you cross that line next April, glowing in a mixture of sweat and satisfaction.   

Do yourself proud, good luck! 

That finish line feeling!

Sunday, 5 March 2023

A bad run doesn't make a bad runner

Early 2018 - on a bench by the Grantham Canal in Gamston 
Four miles into a long run with just a few weeks to go until the London Marathon, I sat on a bench sobbing. 

I can't remember whether I had a total distance in mind for that run, but at four miles I felt like I couldn't go any more. And if I couldn't do four miles, how on earth was I going to be able do 26.2 in a few Sunday's time. I was panicking, nervous and every other synonym you care to think of. My first marathon was on the horizon, I didn't really know what I letting myself in for and I felt completely out of my depth.

I finished that day's running pulling together around 8 miles in total, crying a bit more during the rest of the run and again at the end. Crying and running was a common training technique for me back then. 

Today, March 2023
This morning's run didn't go to plan. And when I say plan, I use the term loosely. Now deep into the countdown for my fourth marathon, I've been making the plan up as I go along somewhat, just doing my best to ensure the long runs get a bit longer as the weeks go on. 

And it's been going alright. My total weekly mileage has been creeping up, I've been disciplined with getting the mid-week miles in and commited to keeping myself fresh for the Sunday morning long runs. But for some reason this morning I just really wasn't feeling it. Every route I thought of had some aspect I wasn't keen on, the return of the chilly and grey weather made my mood feel a bit rubbish, and the thought of pounding the pavements for hours really wasn't appealing. 

To be honest, 2018 Kay would probably have skipped the run completely if I felt like that. Or I'd have set off and got so wrapped up in my own head in the first 100 meters that I'd burst into tears and abandon the run a couple of minutes in. 

But I set about it with a rough route planned and a good podcast to listen to, determined to plod through and get it done. 

I spent the first mile with some friends chatting, then waved them off enviously as they took the 5km route option while I had a long slog ahead of me.

Marathon training is never about smashing the pace records and today was no different. I just needed to keep going! 

Eventually I reached Ruddington and wound my way through the village towards the country park. The idea I had in my head was to break the total distance down by getting up to the park, then ticking off a few kms while there before starting to make my way home, tallying up at least 13 (13.1 if we're being specific) miles in total. 

I got to around five miles and did something I don't very often do now, I walked. (Again, a huge change from 2018 and something I could write a whole blog post about). Once I started walking, I realised I really didn't fancy running anymore. I did have a few little tries but I'd had enough. I dragged myself through to 10km then stopped my watch. I didn't know what I was going to do next, but I was calling it a day for this long run. No drama, no tears, just at peace with the fact that today wasn't the day for a big long run. And that was fine.

Being the Strava wanker that I am, I set my watch back on to walk mode and wandered around a bit thinking about what to do next, I still needed to get home afterall. As luck would have it, the demise of my long run co-insided perfectly with the semi-regular bus schedule so in no time at all I was safely back on the number 10 heading for home.

All the while, I really couldn't believe how fine. And that's what really got me thinking, and inspired me to write something. After all these years, you kind of expect it to be the times you smash PBs, or feel strong or just bloody revel in it, that define you as a decent runner. But today I've realised it's quite the opposite, actually. Because they're the easy ones to some extent. Being able to have a run that is pretty shit on paper, and feel unshaken, undeterred and no-less motivated for the rapidly approaching marathon. That's what's really made me realise my entire attitude and approach to running has changed for the better. 

So what's next? 
Today's epiphany doesn't take away from the fact that it's seven weeks until the London Marathon and every mile I complete will make the main event a little less awful. 

Next week was supposed to be a drawback week (for those who don't know, every few weeks in a training block, you drop the mileage a bit to let your body recover). So I need to tweak a few things to still get some decent mileage in while also navigating a weekend away and some sub-zero temperatures. I'll sort it though, I've come back from much worse runs before now.

One final thing
The London Marathon isn't just a training challenge. Myself and Des are also raising funds for a fantastic charity, Childhood First. If you are able to support us, we'd really appreciate it. It really does make a huge difference when the going gets tough! You can visit our fundraising page here, thank you!!

Monday, 9 January 2023

On to 2023, the hard work starts now

I'm starting 2023 the biggest I've ever been. That's not me saying something for "don't be silly you're fine" and "you look great" comments, because I follow enough body positive accounts on Instagram to ensure me that weight doesn't necessarily have a correlation to how 'great' somebody looks.

It's a mathematical fact - the number on the scales is the largest I've ever seen it, therefore I'm the biggest I've ever been. 

Weight is something that's been a constantly evolving story for me. The numbers on those scales have been up and down more times over the years than I could write about without you becoming very bored.

During the 2020 lockdown, I really thought I'd cracked it. Loads of stuff clicked into place, I lost quite a bit of weight and I felt great. But since then, the more life has got more back to normality, the more it's crept back on, fueled by the hectic social life I thrive from and a demanding schedule which makes it easy to go for convenience over what I know is best for me.

So, like so many times before, I've put everything I lost back on, plus a bit for good measure. 

The effects of this are becoming evermore obvious to me. My clothes are getting together, my pace is slowing, and it's generally playing on my mind a lot.

As I mentioned at the start, a huge chunk of my social media following is dedicated to people celebrating bodies of all shapes and sizes. And I completely agree with their messages for many reasons. But for me, and for my own personal reasons, I'd like my body to change from where I am now. 

So it's time to tackle it...again!

Right now, the most important target I have for myself, and the biggest thing I'm working towards, is the London Marathon on 23rd April. It will be my fourth marathon and third within 18 months, and I really really want to do it to the best of my ability. It's basic science that being lighter will make this easier. Plus, putting marathon training at the cente of what I want to achieve kind of leads all the other changes I want to make. 

I know for a fact that one of the simplest changes I can make which will have the biggest impact is cutting down alcohol, something which I'm going to do almost completely. I've got two occasions coming up which I'll use to keep my motivation up for staying dry in the short term, then afterwards I'll be sober until the marathon. 

Let me clarify this though. Just because I say cutting out alcohol is a simple change, I do not mean it's going to be an easy one! I love drinking, everyone who knows me knows it's a huge part of who I am and what I do. But I know that it's no good for me and it's certainly no good for marathons, so it's got to go. This is a journey I'll be documenting more as part of my training and my fundraising! So watch this space.

Aside from that, I know that achieving my targets is going to be all about planning, discipline and the support of loved ones in equal measure. 

Planning and discipline are entirely on me. I know that I find it much easier when I do a weekly menu plan, for example. And I need to know when my runs are going to be taking place each week and whether there's anything I need to work around to fit the miles in, then the discipline comes with sticking to those plans and giving myself a talking to when I need it. 

The next bit is crucial, because as much as I want this for me, I need people to work with me on it too! 

It helps a lot that Des has got the same thoughts and targets as me, so it can be a team effort on many accounts. And I know we're both actually really looking forward to pushing ourselves to start achieving the things we want to do this year. 

But Des is just one of many people I spend my time with, and I need the backing from everyone. I need cheerleaders, not sneerers when I say I'm chasing some big things this year - so I really hope people can get behind me. 

So what next? 
Well first and foremost, I need to bloody run. I've been terrible over the last few weeks for no real reason. So the next week weeks will be about building up the consistency ready to start building the mileage quite quickly, so that the confidence I can do it emerges before the real hard slog long-runs start. 

I'm planning on putting aside for strength and conditioning training this time, too. I know the dark nights and mornings, coupled with an energetic puppy who needs loads of walks, mean it can't just be about pounding the pavements to get my exercise in. So I'll be using my gym and swim membership and trying out a few other things to get some cross-training in (hopefully) without driving myself too mad and obsessing over miles. 

And of course I've got to pay a lot of attention to what I'm eating. But I know that with how my mind works, that kind of slots into place once I get to grips with the rest of it. When I'm working hard, I always want food which will fuel me to progress and make me feel good. So this week's meal plan is done and I'm even looking forward to trying some new recipes. 

Here we go then. 

This has been without a doubt the most honest and open blog post I've ever written. And I've written it for myself as much as anything. 

2022 was amazing, I couldn't have asked for anything more. But 2023 is a new year with new targets and a refreshed sense of motivation, and I'm really excited to see what I can achieve!

Wednesday, 4 January 2023

Looking back at 2022, my running year in review

Going into 2022 I had massive ambition for my running. 2021 had been my best yet, I'd smashed PBs across all distances and genuinely fallen head over heels back in love with my sport. 

Picking up in January was tough. The miles had tapered off massively during the festive season and it's safe to say I'd piled weight on. I can remember a particularly tough hills session which made me realise that my fitness had dropped and I needed to kick myself up the arse to get back on track. All wasn't lost at this point, I still did a decent weekly average mileage and when I put the effort in a could get a good pace going, but the huge love I'd felt before was dwindling somewhat.

February rolled around and, other than completing the Skegness 10km in a respectable 57:50 (after a big dark fruits session the day before) there's not really much to report. 

March came and I needed to take action, so I set about a 5km a day running streak. I know consistency, and taking out the option of saying no, work really well for me. I managed 19 days before a weekend away scuppered it. I finished the month with a couple of runs in Spain which I loved, as I always do!

April, May and June we're all pretty quiet too. I wasn't hating running but I wasn't loving it either. I had some really enjoyable runs in the form of parkrun tourism and runs with friends, but I was finding it tough getting any level of miles in, or accessing the pace I'd been running comfortably not too long ago.

July kicked off with my hen weekend in Benidorm, the first holiday since I've been a runner where trainers didn't make the packing list. By the time I returned I was becoming consciously aware of how quickly the weeks were disappearing ahead of the London Marathon. Work needed doing! 

The end of July saw our annual trip to ThunderRun, a brutal 10km course which individuals, pairs and teams spend 24 hours tackling. This year I completed two laps and they really bloody hurt, but it was good training all the same.

In August the final preparations for our wedding were well underway. I knew these next weeks were a crucial training time, but with so many plates to spin, I had to just do what I could without worrying too much. I did manage an epic 15 mile run from my home now back to where I grew up though, which was bloody brutal and therefore naturally something I'd like to do again one day. 

Perhaps the start of actual consistent training came on August Bank Holiday weekend, when I somewhat reluctantly took part in the Carsington Water half marathon. With only five weeks to go before the marathon, I knew I'd left it a bit late!

September was epic. I became Mrs Oldham and took part in the Great North Run and Robin Hood half marathon, two of my all time favourites. Three weeks off the alcohol and the spring in my step from running on home turf earned me a 15 minute quicker time for Robin Hood than my previous two halves and it was just the confidence boost I needed ready to tackle London the following weekend.

I went into London with quite a calm attitude, particularly for someone who is hardly ever calm about everything. I knew it was going to hurt, I knew it wasn't going to be my quickest, but I knew it would still be an amazing experience. My only regret is that I didn't write a blog about it while the memory was nice and fresh! 

I was extremely lucky to be offered a place to do London again in April, which gave me the motivation to not let my running decline too much during October. For November, I decided to embark on another 5km per day streak to build a solid base. 

On the third day, disaster struck. A bullet I've dodged for so long finally hit. Injury time. During my run than day, a niggly ache I'd been feeling in my hip turned into a really bad pain and I had some really uncomfortable days to follow. I rested completely for a few weeks and even got professional advice (that's how you know i wasn't just being mardy!)

The full story of what happened next can be found here, but in short I had a go at the Clowne Half Marathon when perhaps I shouldn't have. My only run of any substance really during November and what turned out to be my final event and long run of the year.

In December, I once again set about the 5km a day challenge for DOrunning's #DOrunning25days advent challenge. I did give it a really go but some bad news, bad weather and bad blisters did all they could do knock me. Christmas day parkrun was lovely though, and is always a highlight of the festive season. 

So that was my year. I plan on doing another post in the next few days with my hopes and plans for 2023, but I need to really find my love for it again, and soon!

For those who are into them, a few stats about the year:
Number of runs: 237
Miles ran: 830.3 (the .3 is very important!)
Number of parkruns: 28 (personal best!)
Quickest 5km: 27:56 (12th May)
Slowest 5km: 45:57 (looking at Strava I think a hangover might have been involved)
Blog posts written: 5 (poor effort, must try harder)
Events completed: Skegness 10km, ThunderRun24, Carsington Water Half, Great North Run, Robin Hood Half, London Marathon, Clowne Half Marathon

Sunday, 27 November 2022

Clowne Half Marathon 2022 - a lovely horrible time

There's always something nerve wracking joining the start line for an event. No matter how long you've been running, how many you've done, or what your targets on that day are.

Last Sunday, preparing myself on the start line for this particular event, I had so many causes to be nervous.

I almost didn't attempt to start it. A dodgy hip following London turned into a full blown injury a couple of weeks ago, and until that started to subside earlier this week, I was going to do the sensible thing and give Clowne a miss. But being a runner, we often don't make the sensible decisions and the thought of being sat in the pub afterwards with all my friends sporting their new hoodies (a momento Clowne is well known in the area for) was too much to bear. So, after a test run with some parkrun tourism on the previous morning seeming bearable, I decided I was going to tackle it.

Last year, Clowne was the final event to round off my best ever running year. This year, it's the final event to round off what's been a fairly mediocre year for running amist a hectic yet fantastic year for everything non-running related. For so many reasons, running has had to take a back seat, and for the same reasons, I've been absolutely fine with that.

However, that doesn't make it much easier when you're stood waiting to kick off a race which you know is going to take you a good chuck longer than it has previously! Fortunately, when I suggested to some friends that we should "just twat about and have a good time together" they all agreed. So the klaxon sounded and off we went, heading into the countryside of the Notts/Derby/Sheffield border determined to take the next few hours in our stride in the best way we know...together, having a laugh!

The first couple of miles were fairly uneventful as we fell into a rhythm and got our heads into gear for the challenge ahead. Uneventful was good though, because it meant I wasn't getting any trouble from the dodgy hip! By the 5km mark our initial group had dwindled with people finding their own pace, but me and my friend Rachel stuck together and set about putting the world to rights and catching up having not seen much of each other recently. 

Running has a unique way of providing you with time to give your complete attention to what you're doing, in a way we don't often spend experience. Generally when I'm running I don't check my phone, I'm not looking at housework that I should be doing and I'm not trying to do too many things at the same time - all things I'm generally quite guilty of doing. 

The last few weeks have been 100mph 100% of the time. So a run through the countryside with friends was exactly what I needed, and the miles ticked themselves off nicely as we made our way through the undulations, thanking the many fabulous volunteers as we went. 

By around mile eight, my body was struggling and I had my first little walking break. The hills were taking their toll and my feet were really aching. When I started running again my pace slowed considerably and it started to become a battle of wills to keep going. 

The light hearted chat which had filled the miles previously became a lot of me moaning and complaining, and the walking breaks became more frequent through what seemed like never ending hills.

It was around mile 10 when Des caught us up and, with my constantly slowing pace, it wasn't long before he'd disappeared off in the distance. I wish I'd had the energy to attempt to keep up, but I was really scaping it together so it wasn't to be.

As we passed the 11 mile marker, now in a group of three as our friend Dawn had caught up and joined us, it was time to knuckle down and get it done. I remembered from last year that this mile was a bit of a boring drag down a country lane with a hairpin switchback. It definitely dragged again this year, but was much more enjoyable with friends who shared in the struggle somewhat! The moaning continued, mainly from me, but despite that I still felt in relatively high spirits having a lovely horrible time with my friends!

Before too long we crossed the 12 mile marker. Dawn had a time she wanted to achieve and we knew it was in reach but would need some effort, so it was time to dig out whatever we had left in us and get the job done. However, at this point we spotted some people who'd already finished walking back the other way, sporting this year's hoody. The thing I'd spent the entire race thinking about to motivate me through was a bloody minty lime green specimen! I was fuming when I saw it! Had I known before what I was running for, I honestly can't say whether I'd have done it or not.

But I did do it, and a mile left turned into 800 metres turned into a few yards turned into done! We crossed the line in 2:43:42, nicely under the time Dawn wanted which we were all so pleased with! 

Collecting my hoody, the colour still wasn't my favourite but it felt good putting it on and being part of the group, so I'm glad I decided to run and luckily it didn't seem to make a difference to my dodgy hip so no harm done! 

All in all, Clowne is a lovely event ran by the running club local to the area. The volunteers are some of the best out of any event I've taken part in, which really helped when things felt tough out on the rolling hills. It was lovely to run the whole thing with a few friends and part of it with Des, too. Not every race is going to be a PB, but every one is memorable for its own reasons and I'll definitely remember this one fondly. 

It's now a week later and I must admit the colour of the hoody is actually growing on me too! 

Friday, 30 September 2022

Why ‘ready’ is relative

As I write this, I’m on the train to London ready to take on the London Marathon on Sunday. Over the last few weeks, the one question I’ve been asked more than any is “Are you ready?” And it’s set me thinking, what is ready, and how do we measure it?

As a marketeer, a big part of my job is measuring, tracking and analysing things. As a runner, it’s quite easy to get obsessed with stats. As a bit of a control freak, I like plans and I like to have a good idea of how things are going to turn out.

But this weekend I’m tying to put as much of that at the back of my mind as possible and just enjoy the day.

It’s my second attempt at the London Marathon and, despite how hard and horrible my first stab at it was, it remains one of my favourite days ever. Although I was a much less experienced runner then, I’ve since done heaps of races and the atmosphere has never come close to it – even the world famous Great North Run hasn’t felt as special as that day did.

Just having a place is something to be extremely thankful for, and I’m so grateful to Childhood First, the fantastic charity me and Des are supporting at the moment for giving us the opportunity – even if things haven’t turned out as planned for Des (but that’s a story for another day).

I’m so excited for all of it, the whole experience. From heading over to the Expo this afternoon, to taking in a new parkrun and a nice day with friends tomorrow, to the main event on Sunday. I’m going to embrace every second of it because I know how lucky I am to be taking part.

So on to the technical stuff then. The training.

When I set about this marathon plan, I was in the happy haze of absolutely smashing the Manchester last year, and running London with Des a month after our wedding seemed like a marvellous idea. Everything slotted into place nicely and I was very excited to put to rest the demons from my struggle last time I did London.

Since then a lot has happened.

2022 so far has been an amazing year for so many reasons. Unfortunately, all these reasons have stacked up to mean that training has had to take a bit of a back seat and upping my mileage didn’t really happen at all until the middle of August. My base mileage stayed frequent and consistent but I just didn’t have whole Sunday mornings to dedicate to running a long way, and my work schedule didn’t allow the mid-week miles which bumped up my weekly average so nicely last year.

So, when the middle of August rolled around, it was time to start putting in some hard work. Since then, I’ve tackled a tough solo 15 mile run from Trent Bridge to Rainworth along with three half marathon events and various double digit mile runs with the DOdaily coaching group. Essentially, I’ve done everything I can to cram marathon training into around seven weeks – during which time I also got married!

It's not gone too badly to be honest. My most recent half marathon, the Robin Hood last weekend, went far better than the previous two and I finished in the respectable time of 2:15 which I was both pleased and slightly surprised with – it was the perfect confidence booster needed the week before London.

Of course I’ve had to re-adjust my expectations quite significantly – the time I initially had as a target is now nowhere near the time I’ve got in my head for Sunday. But that’s fine, I don’t mind too much, because if I beat myself up about it, I know it’s going to get into my head too much and it will affect my experience which I really don’t want to let it do.

Back to that question then “Are you ready?”

Some might say I’m not. In fact I know there are people around me saying that. But every marathon is different and this one isn’t going to be about smashing a PB or chasing a time down. I’m doing the London Marathon on Sunday and I’m going to absolutely savour my opportunity to run one of the best marathons in the world, every step of the way.

And for that, I’m perfectly ready!