Where
to start with this one?!
This
race has been on my bucket list for ages. I love Benidorm and have visited most
years since I was about thirteen. In more recent years, each visit involved a
couple of extremely hungover trips out along the promenade to get the
all-important running tourism Strava logs. So, when I
opened my Birthday card from Des back in August to find he’d booked it as a
surprise, I was absolutely delighted and counting down the weeks!
Before Christmas, I really fell out with running if I’m honest.
After collecting some impressive medals in th e autumn, almost as soon as I’d finished
the Worksop Half Marathon I almost completely lost interest. Not helped by a combination
of dark nights, cold weather and not having anything too close to train for, my
mileage plummeted heading into the festive season.
However as the new year approached, and with Benidorm quickly getting closer, I decided I really wanted to give it a good go. Having checked the previous year’s results, I knew that I’d need to pull my socks up quite a lot if I wanted to make the cut off and complete the race. So for the first time in ages, I had made myself a plan, scheduled the long runs in and was determined to get to the start line and be confident that I’d done all I could.
However as the new year approached, and with Benidorm quickly getting closer, I decided I really wanted to give it a good go. Having checked the previous year’s results, I knew that I’d need to pull my socks up quite a lot if I wanted to make the cut off and complete the race. So for the first time in ages, I had made myself a plan, scheduled the long runs in and was determined to get to the start line and be confident that I’d done all I could.
So ignoring the cold and the dark, I set about running
every day in January which, although scuppered a bit by being poorly, gave me a
good boost. My
training had been decent, spurred on my seeing my average times slowly but
surely reducing. And as we boarded the plane (following a stint in the
all-inclusive airport lounge) I couldn’t wait to get to one of my favourite
places to do one of my favourite things with a gang of some of my favourite
people.
We
arrived at our fantastic air BnB at about 11pm and
decided we should have a little walk out to ‘go and see’ what was going on in
Benidorm. Before we knew it, we were in a kebab shop at 5am having had far too
many cheap vodka and diet cokes and with tired legs from dancing along to Benidorm’s answer to the Bay
City Rollers. Not quite in the training plan and definitely not ideal for the
night before race day!
Somewhat unusually (and fortunately for us, considering the
previous night!) the run didn’t start until 6.30pm on the Saturday. After a
relaxing afternoon collecting our race bibs and eating an almighty carb fest,
it was time to head to the starting point. And for some reason at this point I
became a huge bag of nerves.
I think sometimes, it can be worse standing on the start line
knowing you’ve prepared that standing there planning on winging it. But
as quickly as the nerves has started, the excitement came back being surrounded
by crowds of runners with some fantastic songs blasting out to get everyone motivated
and ready tackle the 13.1 miles which lay ahead.
One of my favourite things about organised races is being
able to run down the middle of roads which are normally cluttered with cars –
and this was no different. Starting off along one of Benidorm’s main roads,
listening to the rhythmic pounding of everyone’s trainers combined with the
clapping and cheering of spectators helped the endorphins to kick in nice and early.
I soon settled into a nice pace and enjoyed the view of the sun setting over
the sea, ticking the kilometre markers off as I made my way up towards the old
town.

After a short, sharp hill and a bit of winding through
the Spanish street, the route took on a long out and back along the promenade
of the old town. I always enjoy bits of a race where you can see the faster runners
as scanning the steady stream for a friendly face provides a welcome
distraction, and best of all I managed to spot Des just before heading down and
turning away from the other runners.
With the kilometres still ticking along quite nicely and
in exceptionally high spirits, I soon started chatting to some of my fellow
runners a bit. Picking out some ladies from another running club local to me as
well as talking about past races and hopes for this run with some others. The
temperature had dropped to a comfortable level, spectators were 2-3 deep in
some parts and I knew I was nearing the end of the first lap on track for a decent
10km time, ready to repeat the whole thing again and complete the half marathon.
I felt really good and was soon heard the shouts of my parents and some friends
willing my to carry on and get the job done.
There was an excellent buzz around the finishing area as the
10km racers completed their own challenges and those of us doing the Half
headed off onto our second lap. But then all of a sudden it seemed very lonely
on the big wide street I’d set off down an hour before surrounded by others. I
still felt alright but I was starting to dip, so I slowed to a walk to take on
a bit of water and some a few sweets for some sugar.
I hadn’t realised quite how many of the people around me
about a kilometre before were dropping off at to 10km point until I realised
there were only a couple of us around now. I managed to stay fairly jovial
until I realised there were two bikes behind me, with little flags declaring “times’s
up”… it’s fair to say at this point the panic set in.
Would I be pulled off the course? How could I face all my
friends with their medals if I didn’t manage to finish it? Could I even be
bothered to race these stupid bikes and finish it? All sorts of questions started
whirring around, not to mention the huge self doubt I’d be spending the last five
miles of the race fighting off.
I plodded on as I always do, putting in a bit of a spurt
when I could to push ahead of the looming bikes and reminding myself that I was
doing OK and that I’m fully capable of running a half marathon. This time,
instead of merrily ticking the markers off, I just willed myself to get to each
one. In time, those bloody biked passed me and I didn’t get kicked off the
course which I was relieved about but still stayed slightly wary in case they changed
their mind and came back.
Finally I reached the 10 mile point, really flagging with heavy legs and the energy from lunchtime’s carb-fest long depleted. Even ‘just a parkrun’ seemed like a bloody long way still to go but I did my best to keep in my head that even if everything in the world went wrong in those final miles, I’d be done in 45 minutes at the absolute most.
It was that tactic that helped me to keep going through
those final few miles. First it was 45 minutes at the most, then 40 and so on.
All the while knowing that if I managed to keep running and not stop to talk,
those minutes would be smaller and I’d be finished quicker.
Staying positive got particularly tough running back through the winding streets of the Old Town – the hundreds of spectators lined up cheering behind barriers on the first lap were now freely wandering all over the course. This left me and some fellow runners dodging and diving on less than nimble legs to make our way through the crowds and onto the final straight.
Dashing (well, probably shuffling/plodding/crawling) back
past my personal support crew, I knew I only had a few hundred meters to go. I
was shattered but I was nearly there! Seeing Des’s smiling face waiting at one
of the last corners gave me the endorphin rush I needed to keep going through
what seemed like a never ending finishing area, running past the line to then
double back and run down the other side and finally over the finishing line!
In the end, I made it in a time of 2:44:03 making it my quickest half marathon in about a year so I felt quite content as I sipped the ridiculously welcome free cup of Coke Zero given to me in the finishing area. All-in-all, it was a great experience. Being at the back of the pack is never going to be easy, but I still surprise myself sometimes how much I manage to persevere and see it through.