Friday, 15 February 2019

Falling back in love with running

It’s been a long time since I’ve written about anything other than completing a race. I think, if I’m honest, that’s because although it took me until late in the year to admit I’d all-but fallen out with running, for a big chunk of the year I didn’t get too much enjoyment from it. Following the marathon, my running diary pretty much consisted of bouncing from half-marathon to half-marathon without any decent mileage in between – winging it on race day and therefore finishing in a series of mildly disappointing times.

So with Benidorm half-marathon on the horizon as the new year drew in, I decided to try a bit of shock tac-tics as a make or break and signed myself up for RED (run every day) January. Running streaks have worked well for me in the past for giving my training a bit of a boost and reminding me that even if I’m tired/busy/hungover/insert other excuse here, I am still able to get out and do at least a little bit.

Kicking off on the 1st January with double park-run taking me to 10km on that first day, I was feeling positive for the month. By the weekend I was really starting to enjoy running again – then bloody illness struck! It takes quite a lot to knock me off my feet but when I decided I needed to give in to it and have a few days on the sofa, I had to be sensible and give the running a rest too. As soon as I was back ‘up and running’ the streak started again – and so did my enjoyment of it. There was a bit of a wobble towards the end where Des had to practically drag me kicking and screaming into the sub-zero temperatures late into the evening but all-in-all it was a very successful month as I hit a PB for mileage covered in a month – just over 80 miles done!

Anyone who has done a running streak will know that the real benefits tend to start showing once your body has had a few days to rest. Once your body has had a few days to recover, you get that excellent ‘fresh legs’ running feeling combined with the extra stamina you’ve built up from getting out there and pounding the streets every day. This, for me, was demonstrated in my 10 mile training run earlier this week.

Building up the miles ready for Benidorm Half, I have had a few really decent runs lately. From a couple of solid 5kms at running club where I’ve hit times I haven’t managed in a fair while, to a hilly eight-mile trek of the city which was enjoyable and challenging in equal measure. So setting out on Wednesday with 10 miles ahead of me felt just the right level of daunting – enough to know it will be a test but not so much that I didn’t think I could do it.

I’ve been going for a bit of a tactic of including hills in my runs quite a bit just lately. Mainly because I know that Benidorm is flat, so I feel like training good distances on hills will be a good way of building strength to take me those distances on the kind flat terrain of race day. So the second mile of my 10 mile run was essentially one long, gradual hill. It’s one I know really well, so I knew exactly how much I could push without compromising my energy levels for the rest of the long run and I’m really pleased with how well I tackled it – it was definitely my best attempt at that road in a good while and it was just the confidence boost I needed to put me in good stead for the rest of the run.

The next few miles were pretty uneventful on paper, but have put my head in a whole different place! I don’t know why or how, but they just melted away and were completely enjoyable! I was the right level of uncomfortable to that I knew I was working hard but felt strong in doing so, and I can’t remember the last time I’ve felt like that consistently over a long run. As I half glanced at my watch a few times I couldn’t believe the numbers I was seeing for my pace, and before I knew it I’d arrived at the Southbank ready for the last leg of the route which I’d planned to incorporate the usual Wednesday night club run.

With about 4.4 miles to go, it was great to see lots of friendly faces ready and raring to go, before unpausing  my Garmin and heading back out myself. Again, as the miles ticked over and six turned into seven and then eight, I still couldn’t quite believe I was doing it…and enjoying it!!

I slowed up a bit during mile eight and had a very little walk, knowing I needed to keep a bit back because the last bit would involve the test of heading past the normal finishing point and looping round a bit to get up to that magic 10 miles. But I took it all in my stride and went for the tactic of staying one the wrong side of the road and trying not to look over at my friends who were finished and recovering at my counter crept ever closer to my own finish.

Bloody hell did that last mile go on a bit! Round the corner, over the bridge, back over the road, up the other side of the bridge, down to the City Ground, back up again… “just flipping tick over to 10 miles!” I thought.. but with a few more expletives. Until finally it was done, my first 10 solo training run in about a year and nicely in a sub-2 hour time too. But most of all, I’d enjoyed almost every step of it!

I’m not naïve and I do know that (for me especially) a couple of good runs doesn’t mean it’s completely clicked back in. But I’m feeling so much better and it’s an absolute pleasure to be looking forward to getting out there when I get my trainers on. I am very fortunate in that I have some fantastic people who make even the rubbish runs bearable – there’s Des who drags me out on the run that build up the strength ready for the good ones, and some absolutely lovely friends who make going for a run more of a social event than anything.

So for the first time in ages (it feels like I’ve said that a lot in this post) I’m feeling positive about running and I’m looking forward to seeing just what I can do over the next few weeks and months!